The suffering parents of women in their 20s who grew up in a garbage mansion are self -bankruptcy, and funding is the suffering of women in their 20s who grew up in a "garbage mansion" where centipedes crawl

"If a child who is suffering in similar circumstances can think a little," I can do something. "Here is the story of Ayaya who contacted me.

"I need it today, so get 50,000."

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It was during the kindergarten year when I started living with my parents and my sister.She had lived in her father's parents' house until then, but her father's debt was discovered and was kicked out by her grandparents.At that time, my father often went to pachinko parlors.

Only "just a moment immediately after moving" was in a state where the rented rent was cleared.After that, it was "shared life with garbage, insects, snakes, and rats."

When I was in elementary school, I spent my time at school at my mother's parents' house, and in the evening, my mother who finished work came to pick me up and returned to the garbage mansion every day.At this time, I knew that my mother's brother's brothers did not think well.Originally, the house was a large household, and Aya's parents also borrowed a lot of money.Ayaya always felt that he had to be a good child.

My mother is working full -time at the time and now.Her father worked for a company for a while and got a reasonable salary, but she was fired because she was a random personality that screams that she didn't like it, and she is now doing another job.。

"My father is siblings, all the top four are all sisters. The fifth was finally a boy, so my grandparents pampered them very much.So, it feels like my father has spent up all the money from my parents' house. "

My parents had a fight every day.Father, who looks good and wants to blame people, will make a hand on both his wife and children if he doesn't like it.The mother also beat her husband and swear because her mother was not a man.At one point, my sister had a psychogenic hearing loss.

"My father suddenly says in the morning," Mother, I will take 50,000 absolutely 50,000 so today, so 50,000, "on the day.When I definitely have to pay today, my mother says "tens of thousands of me". "There is no such thing."I had a fight like every day. "

G crawls his hand, the kitchen is "Nausicaa's rotten sea"

The reality of the "garbage mansion" I heard from Ayaya was more than my imagination.For a while from here, if you are not good at insects and reptiles, we recommend that you do not read it.

The back is an old house with a grove.It has already come in various creatures.At night, when you are playing your cell phone in a dark room, it is the beginning of the cockroach that has been sucked into the light.Such a thing is "just shaken", but I was in trouble with centipede.

"When stabbed, my arms swollen in my bread and it hurts a lot. It looks grotesque and it was the most scary. There are so many in the room, but I can't see the floor at all because of the garbage.I have no choice but to kill the transmission. I have to be a centipede, so when I have one, there is always another one, so I search for the garbage and look for it, and my sister and my sister and my sister are fluttering.I was doing it. "

The snake seems to jump.

"At first the snake was crawling on the wall, and it became a" snake! ". I jump with a snake. I have a jumping power. I know if there is a snake in a normal house.Because we are garbage, we don't know where the snake dives from top to bottom.

In the first place, what is garbage that can't be seen on the floor?

"It's really garbage of my life. There was everything. The kitchen is already like Nausicaa's rotten sea (laughs). I couldn't wash it because I couldn't wash it because I couldn't wash it.However, when you finish eating, you throw it all over the place. Then, the dog you kept indoors licked the paper plate at the time, so it will accumulate more and more. "

There was no place to sit, and there was no place to sleep.

"At first, my sister and my sister slept in a two -stage bed, my parents laid a futon on the floor, but I couldn't lay a futon with garbage, so I removed the futon., I felt like me and my sister, and I was sleeping on a two -stage bed for two people. "

When I was a junior high school student, I couldn't use a bath for a couple of years.The hot water supply equipment was broken, but "I couldn't call repair because it was too garbage mansion."At this time, I went to a nearby public bath once every three or four days, but sometimes I was worried about dirt on my hair.

"If you think now, I think your friends have noticed. Today, when you think your hair is really sticky, you will laugh from yourself," I waxed too much this morning. Not sticky? "Trying to go. Even if dandruff comes out, "I'm just a chalk powder."

Fortunately, all of my friends passed me, "Oh, that's right."

The meal at home was almost a supermarket side dish.When she needed a lunch, her mother prepared, but she was worried that her hair was always entangled with white rice.It is said that he had been put in the mouth and put out the remaining hair in a tissue so that his friends could not always find it.

I can't help asking, but I still can't help thinking "why?"Why didn't Aya's parents abandoned garbage?

"I don't think my mother is a type of person who can't be thrown away. When I lived in my father's parents' house, I was normally cleared up, and only a few rooms were clean when visiting home. Probably two children.While working to feed people, I have to bow down because of my father's debt, but I don't know the energy to throw away the garbage and clean the house.It was so hard that I was too used to living in a garbage mansion, so I felt like I was becoming more and more amazing. "

In addition, his father only got angry when complaining, and he had no idea to clean up himself.

Of course, it was not the amount of garbage at the level that Ayaya and sister could do.In the first place, children who have grown up in an environment that do not clean up garbage will not be able to imagine what to do with the garbage.

A cram school with no children from the same school has been saved

When I was a junior high school student, Aya -san's salvation was a cram school.Despite the hardships of her husband's debt, her mother sent her daughter to a distant cram school by bus.Ayaya is grateful for the cram school, but what was that good?

"It was a cram school with no children from the same school, so when I had a bad thing, it was salvation that there were completely different friends and teachers if I went there.I don't have to worry about rumors from my friends. I was really liberated to build a friendship. I thought it was very good for mental hygiene to forgot that I was growing up in a different environment from people.increase"

Conversely, this word shows how Ayaya -san was usually at school.When I asked him, her father seemed to have borrowed from Aya's classmates.

"I was looking at my mother's hard work, so I never wanted to say," I'm sorry for my parents. "I'm always thinking of doing my best to say that I grew up as a good child. So I was always an honor student at school, and I was good at receiving teachers, but I was hysterical at home, hitting things, shouting a squeak.I was doing it. "

It was a highlight for Ayaya that the ranking would increase as much as I did.She thought she had to go to a university outside the prefecture to get out of the garbage mansion, so she studied more for 4, 5 hours in high school, and on holidays every day in high school.It is called.

When I took a university entrance exam, my mother was scolded a lot about the examination fee and traffic accommodation expenses, but I managed to go on to school and finally separated from the "garbage mansion".Since then, I have rarely returned to my parents' house, but since the relationship is not bad, I still have a lot of contact with my mother and sister.

The problem is how long a child will continue wiping his parent's ass

Aya -san, who got married three years ago and is now blessed with friends and workplaces, says, "If the gear was a bit off, I couldn't be in the current situation."

"I'm a little naughty in the city, a poor family I see in the news, and when I see that kind of thing, I think" I might have been so too ". I was able to go to that cram school.And because my friends around me didn't say "I'm not dirty" or "It's always the same clothes", I just managed to live well, so I can't think of those children very much at a time.。

That's why I want you to remember that it's not just the world.It's not easy to say that you can manage it yourself, but it's really great to say, "If there is something, it will change."I think it's a waste "

The biggest problem today is how far the funding should be continued.Aya -san's parents have not saved much, even though they have no money now and in the past, and they always live in bicycle operations, so Aya -san has been giving nearly 1 million yen every year since he got a job.I have come.But from now on, Ayaya wants to spend money on raising her child and buying a house.

"I say to my friends and husband," I have a lot of money, so I have almost no balance. "But, then, if I and my sister really stopped supporting, what do they do? My parents are bankrupt, but the money I borrowed from others.I have to return a lot.

I myself have some backlash.My parents borrowed in various places and cut some people's living expenses and I was growing up, so there's much guilty feeling in my heart.So I don't think I can say that my life is 100 % happy for a lifetime. "

Probably, some people will feel envy or resentful.Many people give up on school for economic reasons, but go to college with the money borrowed around.She says she knows that some people may want to turn the anger to Ayaya.

Still, it is certain that Ayaya is not bad.How far does a child who happened to be born under his parents must keep wiping his parent's ass?I thought that Ayaya wouldn't give her parents any money.